Well, he's really moving. Really. And I am happy for him, and I know it's the right thing professionally, parentally, and emotionally for him. We just would never "fit" our families together at this time, and although we are good together at times, at others we are not. This is best. It really is. But, it still hurts. And I'll miss him. We've been each other's best friend for years now, talked almost every single day, know how to comfort each other without asking for it, and have so many shared experiences and inside jokes that I fear that I'll never be this comfortable with any one else. Ouch... my heart chakra.
This song is lovely, it's really written for the singer's mother, but it evokes just exactly what I am feeling. She is a new find for me, Mindy Smith, and I want to post it here so I'll remember to look for her.
Because, I predict I'll be having some lonesome nights for a while.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
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