I am uninspired
tired
bored
ready to sleep
I miss my artwork, I miss writing fiction, I miss my creativity...
is it the Claritin D? is it lack of sleep? lack of vitamins? stress from lack of money?
just got tax check, just got paid... c'mon over, creativity, woman been missin' you bad.
I almost bought another freaking puppy today... what the hell, right? why must I substitute being creative with loving another living breathing thing? why cannot I just take some time for myself, just grab some time and do what I love to do.
phssh.
whine, complain, yawn.
turn it around.... I am grateful for my busy life, and my zillion things I do and the furry animals I already own and love, and my awesome children, family and friends... and to tell you the truth, I think I am getting out of my Cancerian shell....it's been winter, I lost my dad, almost lost my brother, and me being all cocooned was probably the best gift I gave myself. BUT I do need to get my creativity back. Do you hear that, guardian angels? please help me find my mojo!
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