Wack Dream

Damn, did I ever have a TylenolPM induced strange dream last night!

First off, I was back with my ex-husband, and I was pregnant with my fourth child. Mind you, we have three children that are now 18, almost 16, and 14, so that'd be a miracle in itself, let alone the mere thought of us ever, ever getting back together..... but, there were Tylenol pms ingested presleep, so...

we were in a house, and there were a ton of workers there spreading loam and laying down sod in the front yard, and some kind of construction in the back too. There were tons of workers there, and they had families with them. I thought to myself, we have so many people just standing around with nothing to do, wouldn't it be great if they could play some football?

and "boom" from the sky, a cloud opened up and down came a football. The kids were all clamoring around, and thought me to be magical, and started asking for candy and toys, and I laughed and asked out loud and

"boom" a cloud opened again and down from the sky floated candy and toys, drifting slowly not hurling to the ground hurting anyone, just gently floating into their eager hands. And with it, juice boxes of all things...what the heck?? I can conjure up stuff and the best I ask for is juiceboxes??

It went on a bit longer, and then I went to the phone and called my father.

mind you, my father died in January; in the dream, I told someone that even though he was dead, for some reason when I dial his phone number he answers and I can talk to him. And I know he is dead, but it does not phase me one bit.

how the heck do I analyze that? I want another child, yes, actually. I want to be married and cared for, yes, I suppose... but not to Shawn again, but maybe he was a metaphor for another man? And asking and getting what I want, from the principles in the Secret book? and Bible Quote, "ask and ye shall receive"? The ability to call my deceased father...well, in some kind of Sylvia Browne sleep phase, perhaps I could actually call and talk to Dad.

Hmm, shall I try to sleep normally tonight or take a chance on a repeat visit from the DreamWeavers??